Self interest, best interest.

Tired of always giving 100% to others. Realising that your truly intentions won't always be recognized. People will eventually always think whatever they want to see. It's time to care less. 

'A heart ain't a brain' 

Just a lil' side note in life.

Not relevant.

I'm at a point in life where i don't give two f's about anything no more. I feel like a dead body walking. And subhannaAllah my imaan is this low that i don't even bother to pray or make du'as no more, because i think that allah swt is already dissapointed in me. I feel empty, alone and not important. I have never been this uncomfortable or insecure in my 21 years of life. I hope Allah will give me the strength to make the right choices in life and the ability to make something out of myself in sha allah. Because i know i can but i just can't take any steps. I need a push..a big push in sha allah. 

Johnny

My life only exists about me [selfish, yeah well that's my second name]. Chillin on my own vibe and terms. Being comfy and staying lowkey with what i do and all. But there came this lil' earthquake in my life. Like braah braah braah there was you poppin' on my damn screen. Being all nice and funny. Treating me the best you can. Hey you, you messed up my mind.

In a good way.